duality

my, how far i've come!

I'm getting really good at letting go, and some might argue that this is a terrible thing... why let go, right? I say its a good thing. Sure I've been pretty good at letting stuff go for a few years. I made that choice pretty early on; to never be bitter about stuff. I've been bitter lately though. I got so freaking burned by my last bf and now I'm way too careful about ppl. I'm glad I already have a good and solid group of friends, or I'd become the loner I was as a teenager.

I'm letting go of other things as well, I'm adjusting my expectations... to myself that is. I can't handle the last 2 courses I need for my BA in criminology... I just can't handle it... it will require another year before I can apply for my the graduate program I want to get into, and my pride sees this as an incredible defeat, and my ego is quite honestly a little bruised about the whole thing, but I think it'll be fine. If I just focus on the positive stuff about getting a BA in something else, b/c I'm gonna get a BA this summer either way, so it will be fine and I will finish no matter what... its just not gonna be in criminology.

i've started to draw again, and i love it! I've got a whole new vision. I've started to make a line of anti-heroes, lol lets see how it goes.

so there it is, the update on the current position i find myself in.... and i even let some of the drama slide :P