AND you\re OUTTA THERE!

Gosh, I've been dumped! Okay so we weren't really together although thats what he wants to tell people... that we were together for 5 months and broke up. stupid man. Gosh I hope he regrets it... misses me and hates himself (at least a tiny bit!)

I've never been dumped before. Both my brother and a couple of friends just said; sure its sad, but 1. his loss. 2.he'll regret it 3. it was your turn to be dumped.

Well what is a girl to do?

I'm on day no.4 since the break up. Hardest thing to do was spend the night. But I did it! 3 days since we last spoke and I have a standing appointment to come pick up my things in about a week and a half.... I don't think I'll be ready!

I also realized some thing else... I need to stop having flings with my brothers friends or people that run in the same circles as him... god x bf r he hangs around all of a sudden. so annoying seeing his stupid face everywhere I turn. and now this.... He asked me if I would avoid him, I said no, but you never hang out with him out and about... you hang out with him here at your house. He said, sure you're right... but if we do bump into each other? I said; sure we can chat or what not, but how likely is it? Thankfully.

So I'm starting over... lol again.