I miss you!

Usually i am able to suppress any feeling that deals with missing people. Yesterday I wrote about missing people who have passed. Now i'm going to write about missing people who have moved away or live way to far away from me.

Julie.
We used to live together, we used to work together, we used to go for walks down to that cute cafe and drink coffee (well okay we only did that once, but it was still super nice) or go and drink beer at Shebeen, where annoying, horny Irish men (or well one man) would bother us and show us stupid dances. (remember the f-ing upwards dance. Hilarious)

most of all i miss sitting in our living room late in the evening, ranting about stuff that annoyed us... hehe or mostly i would rant about stuff that annoyed the crapola out of me and you would listen.

I miss not seeing your funky stuff in your room and not hanging out or getting drunk together. And i know i said i would visit, and i will, but it won't be until after x-mas

And of couse I wonder how you're doing, but I know you have miriam and that the two of you are fighters, suvivers and you really really know how to have fun..... I love you!


other then that I just got nailed by a poetry scam. ha ha atleast they didn't suck any money out of me. I was exited at first, but then sceptisism hit me. I researched it on the internet and it was a scam... well too bad. I read an article about poetry scams that said" at first you'll be exited and then you get mad" I really don't see why I should be mad. I mean, I didn't loose anyhting (well posibly the right to my poem, which sucks b\c its pretty good--> and yes i'm gonna say it! IT'S GOOD and I wrote IT! :)

I'm gonna post it in its own post!